Ms. Blueyes' Life

 Here we are in JUNE !! So much has changed since I last wrote. I got down to 235 in March, but now in the beginning of June I'm back up to 265!!!! WHAT THE WHAT is happening????!!! I do know that there is water retention - but NOT that much! Gotta get back on track and get this weight off so I can have skin removal surgery! I just have to keep going and find out why I'm holding myself back from the success I'm really craving.  Here's to deep diving internally to figure this out...

 I told myself that I was going to be better at blogging my weight loss journey - yet, here we are at the END OF APRIL and I haven't written anything since JANUARY!!! UGH! Well, here is the update: I've lost a total of 185 lbs since being my heaviest - 420 lbs I am training to do a MARATHON next year I'm preparing and raising money for A TOTAL BODY LIFT (skin removal all over the body) Here are some pictures to document a portion of my journey: My Instagram:

  OH WOW!!! Already??!!! DANG!!! Where did the time go?!?!?!?!?! Yes, it always amazes me how much time passes between my posts and the changes that occur within myself! I have been actively dropping weight, which is a GREAT thing, but still need to build that consistency in working out! I do NOT know for the life of me why I struggle with this aspect of this journey! I have GOT to figure out what my issue is in that regard - WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO BE CONSISTENT IN WORKING OUT???? Am I the only one that struggles with consistency in working out???? So, as I enter into this year of health, I am also entering this year in prayer. Prayer for the consistency, healing emotionally, relationship with food, and healing internally (physically speaking).  What a year this is going to be!  Here's to a year of health, healing, and consistency building! This first pic - top row was taken 1.6.26 and the bottom row was 6.1.20.  It will be exciting to see what my pics NEXT Janu...