Keeping it movin'.....

This past week has been pretty tough.... I've been pushing myself, which is a good thing, but at the same time, my body is NOT happy about it.  I ran with an AMAZING group of women, MRTT (Mother's Run This Town) on Sun for almost 4 miles, Monday night with a smaller MRTT group of ladies for a little over 2 miles, Tues was with a girlfriend for 3.25 miles! WHEW...feels good and I gotta keep movin' and pushin'.

It's not much longer until my 1/2 marathon in June... 7 weeks to be exact! I'm crazy nervous and scared, but interestingly enough I am also confident knowing that I will cross the finish line. I guess what I'm nervous and scared about is because I've NEVER gone that distance before, I don't know how my body will respond... I need to put in the miles!

BOTTOM LINE... I GOTTA KEEP IT MOVIN'!

The Journey Continues....

So yesterday, I did a Cardio Sculpt class - where you do cardio w/ weights and BOY... is my BODY sore!!! But a great kind of sore!!  Then I went running with my Mommy's group and 2 of the members DID a 5K!!! I was wanting and yearning to do it, but with doing the Cardio Sculpting class earlier in the day, there was NO WAY my legs were going to do it!

I will do it next week... for sure... I just know NOT to do the sculpting class BEFORE or the day OF a running event! I'm learning these things as I go... bear with me... :)

The rest of the week will be good as I plan on doing the 21 Day Fix EXTREME DVD's with Lincoln right beside me and doing my EARLY morning runs - at 5am!!! I'll be able to get more miles in and go a longer distance to prepare for the Diva 1/2 marathon coming up in June!

Well, have to go get my boy from school...

Until next time...

Keep pushing....

I have to confess...I'm getting discouraged. Discouraged that I'm not dropping as much weight as I WANT at the pace that I want. I have to remember to be patient during the progress and I have to trust the process. I'm just impatient and wanting to be 120lbs lighter... NOW! But I also know that I didn't put it on overnight, it won't come off overnight.

The beauty of this process is that I am learning more about myself, how MY body responds and reacts, what fuels my body the best, and what I'm actually "made of" when it gets hard. There are many days where I feel discouraged, tired, just plain ol' don't feel like it...but I also know that if I don't put forth the effort, the results that I'm so desperately wanting and seeking, are not going to be there.

Thanks for letting me vent and be authentic here with how I am feeling.

Keep pushin' y'all! I am....

Inspiring Health and Fitness....

So it has been a long while since I last posted. So many things have happened since then.

Lincoln is now 6 years old, in Kindergarten, and oh so very smart!

In April of 2015, I was let go from my job at Pacific Gas & Electric Company, after 3 years of service.  I was getting depressed and finding myself going down a very dark hole. I had to ask myself what things I wanted to accomplish in my life. I wanted to complete a full marathon! That's 26.2 MILES!!! So, I started on my health and fitness journey. My very first 5K event was July 4, 2015 at the Folsom Firecracker with my good friend Sonya Wynne. She has been VERY instrumental in my health and fitness lifestyle goals.

The first race of many more to come this year... I shocked myself in the fact that I actually finished the race!!!

Since that first race on July 4, 2015, I went on to do the Color Run (Aug 2015) in Sacramento...

Then in Sept 2015, there was the Biggest Loser in Las Vegas, NV...

and then the Night Run....

 
I've been having fun doing these races, but boy, are they EXPENSIVE!!!  After the Night Run, there was the Roseville Turkey Trot in Nov 2015 - MY VERY FIRST 10K - EVER!!! And I was the last one to come in and cross the line - they were tearing down the finish line as I was coming up to cross - but I CROSSED!

Dec-March has been pretty quite on the race front. I did join a mother's running group called Mothers Run This Town. I'm training for my VERY FIRST 1/2 MARATHON (13.1 miles y'all!) on June 5, 2016 in San Francisco. Pictures will be posted in a separate post as I talk about the experience.

HERE'S TO OUR HEALTH, FITNESS, AND NEW LIFESTYLE!  Until next time!

End of the Year Blessings...

What an amazing time of year for so many people and yet for another set of people it's the hardest time of year to cope and deal with life. I used to be one of the people in the latter group - in many ways I hated the holidays - felt like I had to "fake" my happiness - I was expecting people's reactions to my gifts to be more than what they showed - and that was disappointing for my heart. THIS YEAR is very different. My son, Lincoln, has changed that for me this year. I look at life so very differently now - through his eyes - and more importantly, my Savior's eyes... or at least I try to.

This year, I was able to receive some amazing gifts of love and generosity! A gal in my LifeGroup wanted to do something amazing - she paid off my credit card! WOW!!! Then I received a gift card to Lane Bryant for $100 for some new clothes!!! And a STARBUCKS card! JACKPOT!!! But the biggest gift that I can think of is when Mark gave his heart to Jesus last night at Christmas Eve service! Now we'll have to see how "real" it is by how he reacts and responds to things, but I know that Jesus has saved him and that if he allows Jesus to really move in his heart, GREAT things will happen...but that's up to him on what he will allow Jesus to do...

I am in hopes and prayers that I will be moving back home to California sometime next year. I have grown soooo much here in KY, but I am really wanting Lincoln to be around family as he grows up and while he can. I would LOVE LOVE LOVE to have my father's influence on my son, with his Godly wisdom, as well as, just what it means to be a man. I can't teach him those things, or not very well, but I know that my Dad would be able to bestow upon him some great knowledge...

Mark moved back in for a SHORT time to save up money for his own place and boy, am I really looking forward to him moving out and him being independent...cut all ties for good...

More to come in the beginning of the year...

UPDATE

Hello everyone! It has been awhile since I have written and I so apologize! Mark moved out, I went to CA for my 40th birthday!!! WOW...the big 4-0!!! It's amazing how time flies... anyways, it was a GREAT visit with my parents and friends...oh how I've missed them!

Lincoln of course was a hit at both family picnics!!! :o) Can't believe my little baby is now acting and being a little boy... even though he's almost 7 mo old now... still amazing! He's sitting up by himself, rolling over, has 2 bottom teeth, working on his 2 top teeth, wanting to crawl and take off! He's scooting on his back, so I call him scooty booty! lol He's just amazing!!!

Overall, I'm feeling stuck, stagnate, but I KNOW that God is going to open the door for me when it's time for me to go back to work....I keep applying to places and keep pitching... only Jesus knows what He has for me.... trying to not get depressed and stressed about being broke all the time...

Meanwhile, a friend and her husband bought me a better car!!! I don't have a timeline in paying them back, which is an awesome thing, but you know me - hate having a personal debt! Soooo, I have a better/safer car, but it's a V6 so it sucks up gas more - used to my little crackerbox of a car that goes forever on a tank (or at least it seemed... lol)...

More to come later...

Life...

...is sure is interesting! Well, Lincoln is doing great! He is 5 mo old now, 27.5 in long and 18 pounds! WHEW!!! BIG boy!!!

Mark has been living with me for about a month now, but 2 wks ago, I asked him to move out - for different reasons, but realize that was NOT the plan that Jesus has or even had for me. I am wanting to do what Jesus wants me to do, be a good example to Lincoln, and I know that God will bless the faithfulness...but more importantly, I know that it's not about being blessed - it's about just having a close relationship with my Jesus. I will NEVER be alone or have to be afraid - HE is right there!!! What a peaceful feeling that is for me...and for those who desire and crave that as well...

Off to do things with Dominique (college roomie that came out to visit for the week) and Lincoln... we are headed back to Cali on the 17th...Lincoln and I will be there for 2 weeks!!! WOOOHOOOO!!! Hope to see everyone...